Goddamn these summer days, these beautiful, lethargic summer days, so steady and heavily perfumed with glowing skin and loose hair and lips. I want to be in love more than I love you, it’s as simple as that. But it isn’t simple at all, is it? Deciphering your body language through sporadic, endearing, and ill-timed phone calls, just as the thunder rolls in…I love you more than I realize, certainly, you love me less than you are aware. What are we? What are we becoming, peeling under this hot sun, clutching and caressing sweating bodies and lusting after who we should be, while melancholically accepting who we are…
Always on the move, never blinking.
Breathing you breathing me.
I love you and I mean it, but I don’t yet know exactly what that means.
“The End of the Affair”
Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. Complex. Perfect.
Watch this film.
Watch it.
1. Filtering: You take the negative details and magnify them, while filtering out all positive aspects of a situation. A single detail may be picked out, and the whole event becomes colored by this detail. When you pull negative things out of context, isolated from all the good experiences…
(Source: ladyinterior)
(by Rui.Ribeiro)
This makes me think of a combination of Joseph Gordon-Levitt and The Narrator (Edward Norton) in Fight Club.
I have felt this way often.
